D I S A S T E R
CHRISTIAN, HOPELESS NUMB ARTIST
DEPRESSION & ANXIETY
AXHWDX X RLOEI
💔 Love is continuous chasing despite that I will always be a burden to the one I love 💔

I'm an emotional mess, what people see in me is fiction. I cry because all I can do is be hurt or be numb to good people. . Who would ever want someone like me?



I draw anthropomorphic animals, feral animals and much much more! I am not a furry, however.
name: Palaemon d.o.b.: March 1.
height: 4'0" at head build: Feminine, curvy.
Rank: Outcast eyes: Soft Blue
tattoos: - Hourglass & roses at wrist.
- On right wrist, trident & anchor.
scars: Mental
family: Unknown
INFORMATION
Appearance
 


Details
 

Created by CorzileRupte.
Palaemon is a quiet, emotional and mysterious individual.
Mate/Lover
 

Palaemon takes affection in Elia.
I take interest in none, but I'm searching after many wrong doings done to myself.
Status
 

"Don't fuck with my feelings. They're fucked enough. ."

A pearl is a beautiful thing that is produced by an injured life. It is the tear [that results] from the injury of the oyster. The treasure of our being in this world is also produced by an injured life. If we had not been wounded, if we had not been injured, then we will not produce the pearl.
Notes
Sept. 20, 2019 | RP: Ambrosia takes her rightful place as sovereign of Daemonus Syndicate, appointing Abberant as her trusted and wise Leviathan.
Nov. 29, 2019 | RP: Daenarys takes throne of The Empire in Amygdala's absence.
Nov. 29, 2019 | RP: Daenarys takes throne of The Empire in Amygdala's absence.


PERSONALITY
General
 


In honesty, this female is quite a handful. While she can be bright to those around her, to stranger and those passing by, she is somewhat cold. She keeps somewhat respectful when talking to others, but she is not submissive to anyone but those she cares for. She's bluntly honest and has extreme anxiety with some depression mixed in. She usually faces motivation problems due to this fact, but she tends to keep up a facade to most, but Exvius.

Upon being in this female's "circle", you will notice brutal loyalty and a territorial side of her. If you are her mate or claim her, she is submissive as all can be and usually self destructive with how much effort she may put into another being. However, as time goes by, newcomers find it hard to even experience these sides because her walls and defenses are almost never down due to past experiences and trust issues in general.
Strengths
 



Loyal,
Honest,
Loving,
Trustworthy,
Etc.
 
Flaws
 


Low Self Esteem,
Defensive,
Mental Health Issues,
Hates Herself,
Etc.
Quirks
 


Loves sushi too much,
Loves to be claimed by lover and wear their bigger sweatshirts,
Usually loves being shorter than her partner,
Master/Dominant partner,
Clingy/Territorial of lover,
Dorky, Loves Percy Jackson + Rick Riordan, etc.
etc.


Art & Commissions
Basic Commission Form
 


Chatlands User:
Deviantart (opt.):
Payment preference?:
Ref:
Feral or Anthro?:
What type? (Full body, headshot, etc):
Any Specifics on Poses?:
Other?:
Portfolios & More
 

Short ToS
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- I don't just give refunds without reasoning. I will offer refunds only if I deem it necessary, otherwise, please don't expect a refund.
- Certain art styles may take more time than others. I do have anxiety x depression, so I ask you understand that my motivation may throw this from only taking a day or two. I'll get it to you as soon as I can, and I will always update you on progress, if you give me a form of contact or send you a journal to my "To-Do" list.
- I ask for payment up front. I may be willing to do the 50% now then 50% after sketch, but I don't draw the rest without full payment due to people able to take advantage of an artist like that.
OOC
Madison | Artist | Single, yet somewhat searching

"Light travels faster than sound. This is why some people appear bright until you hear them speak."
♡ Mi Corazon ♡


♡ Exvius ♡

You've been there for me more than anyone. We've had our rough spots, but we're still going strong on our friendship. I'm lucky to have such a real friend like you. You're real, supporting and an amazing artist. You've impacted both art and my life. Such talent and blessing. You also always help with my art, despite it being crappy compared to yours, and you call it nice, and it helps a lot. Thank you for being there. Hope marriage treats you well! Mom and Dad, forever. :,D ♡

♡ Aberrant ♡

Words cannot describe how our bond has formed. There's nothing I'd not do for you. Despite the good and bad we've faced, our bond continues to grow. Let's rock this world, let's leave our mark and continue to make the world a living Hell for the ignorants, eh? ♡

♡ Reva ♡

I'm glad to have a trustworthy individual like yourself by my side.

♡ Elia ♡

You're something special. You've been a lot of help.





⛣ Amor ⛣

TBU

RIP Piper ⚘

No one could've had a better, beautiful mouse. You made my day. I cried to get you, and I cried after you. You take a piece of my heart with you. ♡



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